하루하루.. day by day
refresh. restart, renew

"Perception. There is no success, there is no end. I have simply found the will to live and overcame the fear to fail. I have fallen and will fall again. Life. Whether I laugh or cry, whether I remorse or rejoice, whether I run or walk.. is merely my choice."

-yunjungalice
screenshot of my forgotten diary…
… they may break things apart

"Love is not for the perfect. It is when two imperfect people are willing to strip off their masks and create something perfect together. Love is perfect."

-yunjungalice
“I’m afraid. But up to now I have hurt many others, all to protect myself. That’s why, if it will give you even a tiny bit of courage, I don’t mind getting hurt this time. I love you. Even if you cannot love yourself, I love you. If my words were able to help you, then I am truly happy. There is no happier feeling then this.”
Please excuse the essay, but this “feeling” is something I need to record, remember, and remind myself. You can stop reading here. 
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I have always known I was ugly because this is what society taught me. Yet I still yearned to be loved, so I sought a God in who I believed would accept me as a beautiful form. However the church taught me I was wrong, filthy, and made of sin. I was confused, lost, and most of all tired of always being wrong.
Then those who taught you were wrong. I have never set down a “right” or “wrong,” a “do” or a “don’t.” To do so would be to strip you completely of your greatest gift - the opportunity to do as you please, and experience the results of that; the chance to create yourself anew in the images and likeness of Who You Really Are; the space to produce a reality of a higher and higher you, based on your grandest idea of what it is of which you are capable. (…) To prohibit you would be to restrict you. To restrict you would be to deny the reality of Who Your Really Are, as well as the opportunity for you to create and experience that truth. - Conversions with God 
This book needs to be felt not read. One can easily read this book, interpret it, and state it as fictional. However if you feel the words, and those words speak to you, then they are the truth. God is a Love, he always was and will be. This is the Father I have fallen in love with, and I will no longer be ashamed of my ways of affection towards Him.
… I almost feel like my relationship with Him is like the movie “The Vow.” We were so in love, and one day fear stripped me of my memories, only mine. I remember nothing, but He remembers everything. Even though it pains him to see me run anew and look the other direction, he patiently waits as I recall each memory of us and slowly waits for me to fall back in love with Him.
… He will always be my inspiration to create more because when I create I find a little piece of myself. Sometimes I like to compare myself to him when I work with clay, yet I never told anyone because I knew I was never worthy. (pause) This book has touched me and answered all the questions I have struggled with. A whole bunch of jumbled emotions have come before me, and I really don’t know how to express them in words..
I truly absolutely abhor Texas weather with a deep burning passion.. When will winter come? Where did it go?
mind is on a high.. words can not express this emotion

"To achieve goals, you need to make a huge effort in private. Most people do not realize the tears that suffer behind these smiles. Unfortunately having a dream can be hard. Ironic enough it is the only thing that keeps me from falling apart"

-yunjung alice
여자라서 사랑하는것보단 나라서 사랑해주는 사람.. 이런 사랑이 최고다
Sometimes we need to walk away from what we are used to, and try  something new in order to understand an individual, culture, society..